Misplaced Faith
Think calmly. You will understand that your judgements and yardsticks are foolish

The basic hindrance to your pursuit of bliss is your millions of fears and your misplaced faith in judgements.
The world has not known a worse womanizer than Arunagirinatha. What is his status today? Why is he worshipped alongside Muruga in all Temples? If your worldly yardsticks are right, why are you glorifying Arunagirinatha? The world has not known a worse thief and murderer than Valmiki. But you are utilizing the Ramayana he composed, and declaring that the Sundarakandam episode brings such peace and affluence.
Think calmly. You will understand that your judgements and yardsticks are foolish. If your yardsticks are correct, Valmiki should have been condemned. Arunagiri and Vemanna should have been condemned. They are celebrities in the spiritual hierarchy.
Think calmly. Some day the real realisation will dawn on you.
God is beyond cause, act, learning. There is nothing to seek. God is compassion incarnate. He is more compassionate than that of a mother.