Permanent Bliss

The first time Ramakrishna Paramahamsa wept, it was for Kali’s Darshan. Once he attained The Darshan, and after his thoughts synchronized on Kali’s Lotus Feet, he would have sought mellowed disciples. And his tears testify that none of the disciples who sought him matched his wavelength.

He was waiting for the cream of disciples. That is the implied meaning. He was not satisfied with the thronging crowd of disciples. He was beseeching Kali to send him the right disciple who was evolved or rather fit enough to be enlightened.

Ramakrishna, being a self-realized soul, would have found it difficult to tolerate persons seeking material pleasures. He would have pleaded with Kali for a spiritual seeker, someone seeking the Permanent Bliss of the Lord’s Feet rather than the illusory pleasures of the transient world.

Nothing is good, nothing is bad. Nothing is sin, nobody is sinner