A Good Heart Above All
If you are a good person at heart, the entire world will gravitate towards you and God will come in search of you.

God is the Mother of the entire universe. A mother does not feed her child just because the child chooses to flatter her. Regardless of whether the child cries for food or not, the mother knows instinctively when the child is hungry and feeds him at the appropriate time.
Similarly the Mother of this universe, irrespective of whether you pray to her or not, will shower you with love and goodness. All you need to be is fit enough to receive them. A mother will be proud of a good child. If you are a good person at heart, the entire world will gravitate towards you and God will come in search of you.
It is not your quest for God that is important. What is of paramount importance is, if you are in the state of mind and are living the kind of life where God will come in search of you.
Use this human form as a ladder to step up to Divinity. This flesh and blood human form is due to be consumed by the flames of cremation fire. What will remain is the Light within.